I'm tired of "What goes around"

Ever feel like you've done enough "giving" in this world, and all you want is a little something in return. Something...anything. I'm sure you've all heard of the cliche "What goes around, comes around", I've heard it a lot lately.

Things have been going crazy lately.

I have been screwed by work twice this week (and it's only Tuesday).

I've done post graduate schoolwork up the wazoo only to be on a temporary contract for 3 years, told that I still have a long way to go before you become a permanent employee and told I don't qualify for anything better at this time.

My grandmother has a maximum of 6 months to live; at most.

My finances are so out of whack, I don't do it any justification by attempting to joke about it.
I'm such a "people person" to everyone because that's my nature--I like to help people. I'm not asking people to be like me, but when I ask for anything in return--whatEVER it is--it just seems like it's the biggest deal in the world.

Please...please.... don't get me wrong my readers. I'm incredibly grateful for my health, my family, my extended family and my job. Without them, I would have jumped out of my 12th floor window a lot time ago.

It just seems that everything has been going wrong lately.

I'd just really like to just start riding the "comes around" cycle for a while. I'm so due.