Where Has the Love Gone?

Dear Shea,

I honestly don't know where to start.

First, I want to congratulate you on your new "family edition" by adopting that beautiful little girl into your family. That deletes any visual images of your and your "wife" trying to produce one in my head. I know John Gibbons didn't congratulate you on your adoption... I'll apologize to you for his stupidity.....

You were so excited to meet me, spend time with me... I mean; I welcomed you to my HOME dammit. I loved you with open arms, no strings attached and you said you loved it here. You told me so!

Which is why this is so hard to write...how could you tell everyone that we're a sinking ship and that you want to leave me? We're trying to protect you by not saying anything to the pesky media; but you're just blabbing all over the place. What happened...oh Shea...what happened!?

Oh how oh how do I word this?

I can't believe you're leaving me. After all the love I gave you, after I poured out my heart, clapped when you scored a home run, blabbing to my friends you'd be back in town, drooling over your picture.....and now you're leaving me. All high and dry. You SAY you love me, but you're leaving me. I know our love has only lasted for 1.5 seasons, but the love felt so real. So real.

I feel so cheap, so used, so abused. Shea, where did the love go?

Signed,
Your Ex-Favourite Fan